a beautiful dream

i haven't had any dream for a while
dead dead sleep
but the sleep was so dead like not existing
tomorrow begins without pause
and i live another yesterday

on my way back home
i use different routes everyday
but they don't get remembered
without any landmark
i pass the roads

the day before yesterday
i had a beautiful dream
i was somewhere else with somebody else
somebody i never met
i was very happy like my heart jumping
i felt so alive
i tried my best not to forget the dream

but now i only remember that i tried
so that i repeated whole situation again and again

soon i'm not even going to remember that i was happy,
that i tried and that i repeated
and i'll live another yesterday
without dreams
with dead sleeps