i did it for new sugar cover design submission
but the colour came out totally wrong. sadly wrong.
it was very last minute, wrong.
plus i don't know how to fix.
is my laptop has gone mad!
31/08/2009
cave and wave
i did it for new sugar cover design submission
but the colour came out totally wrong. sadly wrong.
it was very last minute, wrong.
plus i don't know how to fix.
is my laptop has gone mad!
28/08/2009
27/08/2009
value myself
i keep on thinking who i want to be like
i don't need to be like them at all in the first place
but i keep judging myself and comparing my future to their present
and i'm scared whether i'm gonna be nothing
sometimes i thought that i could be nothing
no harm no good but as a being as nothing as it exists
sounds so nice naive
still i want to be something, someone
how value myself
i don't need to be like them at all in the first place
but i keep judging myself and comparing my future to their present
and i'm scared whether i'm gonna be nothing
sometimes i thought that i could be nothing
no harm no good but as a being as nothing as it exists
sounds so nice naive
still i want to be something, someone
how value myself
22/08/2009
13/08/2009
12/08/2009
09/08/2009
self healing session 1
what i want to do
1. make books
2. printing
3. earning money
4. feel less guilty
5. drawing a lot and well
6. collage a lot and well
7. be honest
8. walk in the night
9. bin everything i have
10. have a place to live
11. pet something
12. be satisfied as it is
what i like
1. paper
2. tea
3. colours
4. patterns
5. normal life
6. train
7. attic
8. photographs
9. mountains
10. sun
11. moon
12. night sky
13. fog
14. tree house
15. maps
1. make books
2. printing
3. earning money
4. feel less guilty
5. drawing a lot and well
6. collage a lot and well
7. be honest
8. walk in the night
9. bin everything i have
10. have a place to live
11. pet something
12. be satisfied as it is
what i like
1. paper
2. tea
3. colours
4. patterns
5. normal life
6. train
7. attic
8. photographs
9. mountains
10. sun
11. moon
12. night sky
13. fog
14. tree house
15. maps
08/08/2009
answer right now
this changed me so much in very short time
maybe it's not this one only
anyway i have changed a lot.
i became impatient than any time of my life.
i want the answer right now.
i want things get done in a moment
being ready anytime.
thinking only the goal, running to the goalpost only
i, if i can still call it was me, used to take further way, curved or, even went backward often
i still think things very blurrly, non logical
but i want things to be straight, short-cut, one answer-question
i'm now a bit disgusted by myself.
because i feel i become a grown-up
i mean, who already finnished growing and just repeats things they know already and take ways which they always take.
and because i'm pretending, avoiding to accept the fact
and i'm still holding on to the scale of old me
no more exploring
no more adventure
but my mind is never been this confused.
and my writing never been this long to explain how i feel
maybe it's not this one only
anyway i have changed a lot.
i became impatient than any time of my life.
i want the answer right now.
i want things get done in a moment
being ready anytime.
thinking only the goal, running to the goalpost only
i, if i can still call it was me, used to take further way, curved or, even went backward often
i still think things very blurrly, non logical
but i want things to be straight, short-cut, one answer-question
i'm now a bit disgusted by myself.
because i feel i become a grown-up
i mean, who already finnished growing and just repeats things they know already and take ways which they always take.
and because i'm pretending, avoiding to accept the fact
and i'm still holding on to the scale of old me
no more exploring
no more adventure
but my mind is never been this confused.
and my writing never been this long to explain how i feel
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