26/02/2009

read it

15/02/2009

checking up

every moment
i'm unfamiliarising myself

new me is always a little bigger than old me
it's hard to put into my mouth, to chew and swallow

12/02/2009

violence

because what you have done
i get upset and i draw me upset
then you are there, see and get upset
but that is what i might intended
wonder who is victim then
is it me who got upset
or is it you

violate
and disturbed

but somehow all emotional contact
seem to be violent
i feel uneasy before someone crying
i feel vulnerable before someone frustrated

it's not that i don't like or what
but i'm just thinking why i feel vulnerable before some expression of emotion

pomegranate day









01/02/2009

my cave dropped.

so it doesn't matter anymore.