fat_emotional attachment

salted butter,
unsalted butter,
margarine,
Lard,
sesame oil,
olive oil,
sunflower oil,
groundnut oil,
vegetable oil,
grapeseed oil,
corn oil,
linseed oil,
poppyseed oil.
petrol,
diesel.

i'm sitting in my room

listening to the same music,
thinking of the same story,
wearing the same face.

i'm the same here.
i stay still.

Hun Tun(渾沌: chaos)

The ruler of the southern sea was called Shu(儵). The ruler of the northern sea was called Hu(忽). The ruler of the central zone was called Hun Tun(渾沌: chaos). Shu and Hu often met on Hun Tun's territory, and being always well treated by him, determined to repay his kindness.

They said, 'All men have seven holes, for seeing, hearing, eating, and breathing. Hun Tun alone has none. We will bore some for him.'

So every day they bored one hole; but on the seventh day Hun Tun died.

-Zhuangzi 莊子

motion determines space 02

motion determines space 01

dresses

bacteria dress



moyamoya dress

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sometimes i forget my face

todays thinking

some problems never get solved.

i may speak some bullshits

soft ground

i wish i can sleep longer than 40 hours. how amazing.

knowing is so fragile.

vulnerable things are beautiful.

decadence and utopia

violence and will

because i am

folding folding folding

smallest being in the world.

kenji said ordinariness is beautiful.

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after marlene dumas, love her

dumas

duplicated nothings

still the same, shame

some hanging

i have baby legs

worried

no use

maybe there's a hole in my heart

i wanted it to work

one day

view from my window

after rain

pencilsharpener

ache

may be

no better.
no righter.
no believer.
no positiver.

you are living in an onion.

la la la

rain rain rain

i bought a pot of yogurt.

i changed the bulb of the lamp.
i breathed as deep as i could.
i opened the window
put my head out.
listened to the bus running.
leaves of the tree whiffling.

took another deep breath.
discharge all the warmth.

on my bed

ghost pressed my chest
dusk passed my cheek

hold my breath
heal my dream

wrinkle on the wall
dangle all the will

negotiated space

we constantly build a space.

i want to cry today.

i want to scream today.
i want to see the sea today.
i want to fold my heart today.
i want to forget all things today.
i want to vomit everything i ate today.
i want to have a desert fox friend today.
i want tomorrow doesn't come after today.

me me me

think i'm quite blurry.