i can be a monster

things that in my mind put me under some categories
what you might call a not major

for a second i wished to be someone who belongs to the majors
things in my mind turn to be some majors
but from the tail of the second
i wish myself to stay as non-major
wish there to be more minors

i can be a monster
i can be whatever
i will change myself endlessly
and i won't get tired of

value myself

i keep on thinking who i want to be like
i don't need to be like them at all in the first place
but i keep judging myself and comparing my future to their present
and i'm scared whether i'm gonna be nothing

sometimes i thought that i could be nothing
no harm no good but as a being as nothing as it exists
sounds so nice naive

still i want to be something, someone

how value myself

Question no.1

we're sharing same things, space, time, names and the air.
but why can't we be friend?